Lord Rick blathers again….

The illustrious Lord Rick once again graced me with yet another long an tedious tome, than like he usually does  he cowardly blocked his AOL address so I can’t respond.

I prefer odd to be quite civil as a matter in fact all of this is just a waste of energy. I will say my piece then I will never read another email you send cause honestly I cannot trust you. I realize that all of us get caught up in things that sometimes are beyond our control it happens to the best of us. I do not hate anybody but rather I am disappointed that a group of people can act like they do. Yeah I do some off the wall things we all do but I face a lot of criticisms where I should not and a lot of bs cause of it. BS like people trying to crash the show with lags, porn and take everything little thing I say dissecting it. Its gotten to a point where I do not read what others say. I go out I do my show, I do my investigations, I tend to my kids, and hang with my friends. I come online to chill yet everyday its always something black mail, lulz, he said she said etc. I did try being your friend if you remember after things settled down I had added you on myspace then someone called kingbasher and what roadwolf appeared on your profile. You along with a select few are involved with editing a domain about me, blogs, and other things. I have no problem being laughed at or taking criticism but there are also inaccuracies and things that should not be posted whether its some girl I am bitching about or whatever. I do not do myspace for anybodies entertainment I do it because its a way for me to let others see my work…and to find friends which I have some people mean a lot to me others are just that fake. You cannot expect me not to get upset, or mad, or even retaliate when I see  names like Lordricksucks@yahoo.com or I am hunted down under fake aliases. In your group you have people that give me wind of things and even when they do not its always the same every day I am harassed. I am not saying you are just at fault your friends if you want to call them that are just as much part of it. What I put on my wall of horror is true its legal and its very valid. You are editing that site along with those people and those are the same people that do things like call in my show sexually harassing us. I left your phone number and I left your address out of it. Why? Cause I just do not care I am not out to get anybody…fight with anybody….make someone believe what I believe. All I am here to do is show and tell nothing more. It does not matter I try to be your friend it bites me in the ass everytime a little more trust diminishes. I prefer to work with others promote them….or whatever. I admit for a few months I had it rough no computer access but I am back in the helm and people are going to go to my site, listen to what I say and were growing. I do not care to bash anybody I just want them to know that this is what some of you people do to me. You chose some guy running a paranormal group and you write about him but it goes beyond writing. I do not let others get close to me anymore and I am not so forgiving as I was a few years ago. I have forgiven some that told me it got out of hand then they turn around only to bash me again and again. People will always take what I say offensive does not matter if I did not mean it towards them I could laugh at Florida folks and they all think that I hate them when in fact its just raw sense of humor. Some of you in that group have silly reasons as to why your angry. Years ago I did what I did cause it was a matter of defense for what I do who I am and my kids.  You took things to far nothing can ever be repaired the websites, all the reading of my personal blogs to my female friends, my deceased friend, my work etc Its fine to write about me that’s one thing but to steal everything I post for your own lord rick sites is like the gestapo. I don’t go your site or put your words all over mine. The people in your group do not realize even if your just joking around you are making it bad for us both on each end cause look at the dude who called in my show sexually harassing it. That is not satire but the point is each action has a consequence and that was it someone goofed. I will leave it up for my members to understand the headache I have to go through it will never matter what someone’s opinion is of me because you guys made a part of me you taught me not to care so why would I care about your criticisms none of you cared about my well being or the fact that I wanted a radio program without Mr T or drama. Some of you misunderstand me and you have misconceptions of who I am all based on a website and a few things like judging me cause I smoke. It does not matter what I do the fact is I am here everyday helping others and working hard at what I can do. I am not a good person to deal with when I am mad cause then its a one track mind to the end. I mean what has any of your friends done for me in the last 4 years some of them even admitting saying things out of anger and hate. You guys never learn I offered my friendship quite a few times to all of you and still years later none of you have taken it therefore I will look the other way do what I do. When I blocked you before I left for ca I told you I wasn’t going to look back told you I wont bother you but then I start seeing all your lovely gospels and its like yeah that does something for the peace. I mean all of you think I wronged all of you but its such senseless things like he banned me….he posted my number…yeah but you guys also do things like that time my address was posted on myspace all associates of your tight group of friends doing this. It never ends everybody wants to fight to the end like its some prize and their is no prize none of us win. I said my piece on my show, in the blog, and on my sites I own. I am brutally honest it offends people but there is only so much one man can take before he wants redemption for what has been done. In this case peoples obsessions have gone way to far and it never will stop but it does not matter cause why I waste my energy into my group you guys put it into me even after I give an apology or some common ground. I really have nothing else to say I know where my goals lie and anybody attacking me should expect a good defense from my end of the spectrum.  I have given to many chances its gotten to a point that now I do not even care about all of this that is pretty sad. People are going to know if they ask I will tell! I have never seen a problem with so many people hating the fact that I exist. I mean nothing funny about fake yahoo names, articles on my friend, false blogs about how I was kicked out of Vegas when in fact I was not etc its all irrelevant its like Millie I use to think she was something special. But she got caught up in it to and I cant trust her either I do not even care if she offered to be my girl the answer would be NO. But I do not care if those two hit it off really I wish them all the luck in the world I am so past all of the drama. Long before any of you people knew about me this was between Roadwolf and I which he has a hard time facing me so he gets others caught up in the drama to. I know but how far is to far years ago some people let go yet years later you guys still hold on. I cant trust any of you do I want to yeah I do but I cant cause again it happens over n over n over and does not end man. People think that what I am doing is about me and its not I provide so many services to people volunteering my time and what I get out of it is laughed at…laugh all you want but there will be a time when it no longer becomes funny and lately its not that is when I drew the line! You are more then welcomed to post this on that site or blog its an honest statement from me its not a lie or fake or something I made up. You can respond but I will just delete cause again it always leads to drama arguments, disagreements, soon its lets be friends then its let me use his friendship to get personal info. Its always a game and I play pretty well alone. One day you guys are going to learn that all of this was senseless but by then I wont care cause I wont even deal with it anymore which pretty much makes the fun over with. People not saying just me but others are very upset about what’s been going on its no longer me believe me when I say this. How do you think they will react towards those sites when they listen to a show seeing all the immaturity then go to your site and be like hmmm so Roadwolf is the stalker or odd has been on Lord Ricks ass for 4 years.  A couple weeks of fun yeah but years the content on me is what makes it look bad not for me but the people gathering it like I am some super star. Jayman seems pretty sincere but again when others write me telling me things it just makes me trust less so there you go. Friendship should have happened months ago when I took you off the wall of shame added you on myspace etc and you still took my kindness for granted. It is what it is you cannot change people places or things.

Lord Rick

Oh good gravy! I understand where you are coming from Rick, it always takes two to tango but for crying out loud, try to take responsibility for your own actions once and awhile! And for god’s sake, stop trying to make other people tow your squiggly line. I’m not responsible for people crank-calling you and all that crap. I’m not responsible for people following you around or “stalking you.” And don’t even go there with me chum!

You want to figure out who’s crank calling you and following you around? ! Great! I’d help you because I think that behavior is despicable.

At the same time, I can associate with whom I like, If you don’t approve of the people I hang around with… tough titty bub! Roadwolf and the others will have to wrestle with their better or worse natures as I will mine.

You don’t have control over that, you don’t have control over us and you are rapidly running out of options to control what little you have left in your own life. This is only due to your actions, not mine. You’ve been pulling it in for a while now and everyone’s been more than fair to you. Grow up! Find yourself will you? Stop blaming everyone else for your problems!

For pity’s sake, make your reply shorter! Use paragraphs! Paragraphs are your friends!

Gaaa! Why do even have to say i!